Monday, January 02, 2006
happy new year everyone
hope y'all will have a great 2006 ahead
hmm its the new year alrd
i really dun wanna go back to skool in a day's time
i dun wanna hit the books agn
and its time to adapt to new environment new frens new everything
somehow i dun feel old enough for jc
2005 has really been a rough journey for me
though some of it was gd
i'ld rather not have went thru the things i did
the hurt and ache i experienced
i made some mistakes i wished i nvr had made
i hate the way i handled things as well as with myself
if i could turn back time i'ld nvr have let
him come into a part of my life
i want to say tt ive gotten over
him but i havent
i nvr talked to anyone about it
i'ld rather not
but i still wanna thank wenfang, terri and bev and even alina
in one way or another,they've been the ones who helped me thru
y'all have made a difference in my life juz by bein there for me
esp wenfang,tho u were on the road to healin urself,i could talk to u when i needed to and u listened.u encouraged me thru and i can nvr say how thankful i am.
i hate the fact tt im leavin ij alrd after 10yrs
this last yr has brought to me a bunch of great frens
the 9 of u.u noe who u are.
(thanks for all the wonderful times we had,all our crazy outings and everything else)
sec4 has been a hell lot of fun,its been an unexpected yr i tink
ill always remember the joy,the tears,the lessons learnt,the friendships made in sec 4/4.
i really wish tt i could go back to the start of sec4 all over agn
i would nvr exchange it or given it up for anythin else
special thanks to all of u in 4/4
to my redcross batchmates
thanks for the 4yrs together
the rain and sun we went thru
with the tears and hardships
thank y'all for puttin up with my nonsense for 4yrs
even tho we had some not so great times,i really love u guys
u coloured my red cross life and taught me some things too
to bev and ash
i really appreciate the bond we have
its unbelievable how we're still together after these 7yrs for bev
and 5 for ash
y'all are absolutely the best i can ever have
and to terri,gela,lammyjie and everyone that's been part of my life in 2005
ill always remember y'all
i love all of you!
to dos in 2006:
keep a more low profile for a slower paced yr
handle situations better
laleeee ;
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